Diary Entry #4

     It has been 5 days since my surprise-birthday party. The whole thing was kind of unexpected but honestly, I wasn't surprised, at all. I don't know what was wrong with me that time kasi hindi man lamang ako nasorpresa. Sa totoo lang, ang tanging pakiramdam lang na naramdaman ko that time ay gulat at kilig. Gulat dahil one week before or even two weeks before, sinabi na sa akin ng mommy ko na we'll celebrate my 18th birthday with a buffet meal on either Sofitel or Manila Hotel. Medyo ilag ako sa suggestion na 'yon lalo na't sinabihan ako na kailangan daw mag-speech ang may kaarawan kapag kakain doon. Ayaw ko naman ng ganoon. It was unthinkable for me. At kilig dahil nasa surprise-birthday party ko ang aking 'crush' (I don' know).

     The surprised-birthday party that my parents and friends threw for me was awesome. Ngayon ko lang iyon na-appreciate. Who would've known that they're talking and planning behind my back at iniiwas talaga nilang malaman ko na may ginagawa silang sorpresa para sa akin. The lying and all, nakakagulat lang.

     Natatamad akong mag-type ng kung anu-anong nangyari sa birthday party ko pero it has the usual things done in a debut party. 18 candles, wishes and gifts. Hindi ko inaasahang mga kakuntyaba ng magulang ko ang mga kaibigan ko. Nakakainis na ewan dahil na nga sa paglilihim at pagsisinungaling. (white lies) After the party, may pool party. It wasn't really a pool party actually. Para lang sa mga bisita (friends) kong nais mag-overnight/sleepover pero hindi naman talaga kami natulog. It's more of, naligo lang kami sa pool. Mantakin niyo na natapos ang birthday party ko nang mga 11PM, tapos naligo kami hanggang alas-singko ng umaga (5AM). Isipin niyo nalang kung gaano katagal iyon.

     All in all, ang masasabi ko lang.. it was something! Hindi ako magaling mag-explain nang nararamdaman ko kaya naman iyan nalang ang nasabi ko. Kung isa ka man sa bisita ko na nababasa 'to, maraming salamat!

Wacom Bamboo Pen & Touch

     This gift was from my parents. It's my favorite of course. Matagal ko na iyang pinapangarap, second to having braces on teeth.

     That's all. Wala na akong masyadong masabi. I just want to thank God for the blessings and of course, my parents and to all of the people behind my party. It was such an awesome night. (Hindi ko na ikekwento 'yong sa crush ko.)